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Feb 19

Outside the Inner…Inside the Out…

i’ve never wanted to quit smoking cigarettes…my wife convinced me to switch, and start using a vapor instead…she said it was healthier…not having as many chemicals causing cancer, emphysema, etc…and it took me awhile to get used to it…but, eventually, i just didn’t like the taste of cigarettes anymore…the vapor had much better flavors for …

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Feb 04

Divisional Crucifixion…

blogging isn’t always easy…writing about what is going on with me at the time…to get what i need in spreading word of mouth from what i didn’t get to share in a meeting…or something on my mind, wanting to get it out for the world to hear…so much gets in the way, from normal wear …

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Jan 14

Walls Built Brick and Brick…

beginning with a foundation…when complete, it will keep out the bad…and the good…things have changed a lot for me over this past year…starting extremely rough, being without a job…unhappy with previous employment, it was a relief to be let go…although tough, as well…having taken college, my aim had always been to change with fields of …

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Nov 23

Thankfulness…Spiritualness…Togetherness…

Nov 02

Sowing the Now…

Oct 01

Endurant Acquiescence…

this week has been rough…encouraging…sudden…and promising…starting my new job Monday…not the greatest in pay…but, is bringing needed income…and, always potential for improvement…looking for growth and experience…more along the lines of what i’ve always wanted with employment…jobs should be more about interest…less than simply clocking in and collecting that paycheck…an event to be excited for showing …

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Sep 17

Conditional Queries…

occasionally, dreams of drinking and drugging will come up…it has been some time since i have had any, until last week…i met a neighbor across the street from me a couple years ago, through mutual friends…he is not addicted to anything (that i know of)…we became acquainted through a group that goes out skateboarding…and even …

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Sep 05

Inwardly-Spiritually Conciliated…

even with a considerable amount of sobriety time, it has become difficult for me to be open about what is going on, lately…mostly i relate it to selfishness…that being the root of all my troubles, shouldn’t i be more concerned with what others are going through right now?…i mean, aren’t there people who are struggling …

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Aug 15

Inquisitive Bibelots

never stop questioning where to go with this blog…still want to keep it on sobriety using the 12 Steps…better about not referencing already written books on the subject…focusing more on my own words…normally, i find each title first…how it’s relating directly to what is going on with me…which brings up personal things walked through…as well …

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Jul 29

Stomping Out the Fix…

my wife and i have kids that live primarily with their others…during each summer they do come and stay with us throughout the week…it cuts down on daycare costs, since my wife works from home and can keep a good eye on them…since i’m without a job right now, i’ve become involved this year…the younger …

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