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Sep 17

Conditional Queries…

occasionally, dreams of drinking and drugging will come up…it has been some time since i have had any, until last week…i met a neighbor across the street from me a couple years ago, through mutual friends…he is not addicted to anything (that i know of)…we became acquainted through a group that goes out skateboarding…and even …

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Sep 05

Inwardly-Spiritually Conciliated…

even with a considerable amount of sobriety time, it has become difficult for me to be open about what is going on, lately…mostly i relate it to selfishness…that being the root of all my troubles, shouldn’t i be more concerned with what others are going through right now?…i mean, aren’t there people who are struggling …

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Aug 15

Inquisitive Bibelots

never stop questioning where to go with this blog…still want to keep it on sobriety using the 12 Steps…better about not referencing already written books on the subject…focusing more on my own words…normally, i find each title first…how it’s relating directly to what is going on with me…which brings up personal things walked through…as well …

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Jul 29

Stomping Out the Fix…

my wife and i have kids that live primarily with their others…during each summer they do come and stay with us throughout the week…it cuts down on daycare costs, since my wife works from home and can keep a good eye on them…since i’m without a job right now, i’ve become involved this year…the younger …

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Jul 27

Inept Perception…

following plans of action and keeping with fitting schedules comes first…no matter what is happening…with specific goals in mind, and the duties required for performance…this will secure completion of what must be accomplished day to day…over the past few months, i have been doing what i can to fulfill these specifications…with more time on my …

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Jul 08

Alternatively Interactional…

the Men’s meeting i went to this week began with a member going over his history…he liked this meeting specifically…a lot of guy’s there had similar stories as his…having a sobriety of at least 20 years…first getting sober when 20 years old…hearing from people who have stuck with the program by doing the work…getting sound …

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Jun 24

What is Othering Myself…

not having a complete, thorough understanding of the 12 Step program is what keeps me coming back…if i was a one-stop shop, only reference needed for assuredly conquering the process of keeping sober, what would keep me in the rooms and member of the Fellowship?…i would still be expected to take part of, in order …

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Jun 19

Walk the Talk…

things aren’t the easiest right now…i’m out of work…my health isn’t great…close friends of mine in the program have gone back out…the simplest solutions to areas of strife for me have always been going out to get loaded…this removes my fear, anger, worry, depression, sorrow…you name it…and it only treats these symptoms for a short …

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Jun 18

The Steps Past Looking Forward…

today has been my first attempt in using a typewriter for blogging…it’s a gift my wife got me for Father’s Day this year…aside from writing, music is another thing i love…always visiting Goodwill’s, Half-Price Books and other resale shops, looking for CD’s…and I’ve also kept my eyes open for an old typewriter…especially the ones kept …

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Jun 06

Similarious Differention…

i’ve been doing my best not to separate myself from others in this world lately…there is so much talk in our meeting rooms claiming that as alcoholic’s and addict’s we are stricken with a disease (which i’m fine with)…i just find issue when it’s meant as some sort of victim role…for so long i’ve played …

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