Episode #43: Many of us had visions of grandeur and wore the beer goggles throughout our life. The delusion that we could wrest satisfaction and happiness out of this life only if we managed well kept us restrained to an existance of disappointment, irritability and belligerent denial. Some of us carry this gross character defect well into sobriety. Alot of us experience this type of emotional, mental and spiritual relapse. How can we get from under? How do we tap into that unsuspected inner resource that so many in the fellowship identify with as a Higher Power, or God? Tonights show we are talking about finding faith, losing it and finding it all over again.